11.5.17
hey friends. i haven't been on in a long while, and for that i apologize. it's been pretty wild- back to back competitions, crazy insane amounts of homework, trying to see danny often, working.. and then somewhere in there i have to get some kind of sleep. all of this is kind of accumulating to create my typical pre-holiday depression. every year since my freshman year of high school i have gotten severely depressed in the months leading into the holidays. most likely due to my lack of sleep and the fact that i don't eat regularly enough- but also... shitty things just happen. on a different note, danny is depressed. i'm really worried about him to be honest. but the problem is, i don't know how to help. if it was an emotional depression, or something chemically off in his head, then i would- lord knows ive handled that pleanty. but he's talking about killing himself just to see what it's like- just to see what is on the other side. eve...